And Darkness Followed

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Were it was last left off... Drake and Casandra had explored into a dark world of passion. The words between the two would remain as silent. The journey to take place was to go down in history.

And so it began.

Casandra took time to gather very few thoughts as the feeling ran through her veins. What was, is no more. Willing to be kind ended with the last held moment with Drake. Looking upon his dark twisted empty soul... peering deep into his eyes with her penatrating dark black hues. Such silence could only broken by death. The night grew long and weary. Her soul blackened with the sinister thoughts of her journey. Sitting across the way from Drake. In the shadows, alone. what was forming deep within was nothing he would have thought would become from her. Maybe now, such wickedness was matched upon its own kind. Shifting abit in her low to the ground chair, her blackened hues moved to glance out the window. Drake would turn to see she was not the talkitive soul from when they first crossed paths. Her breathing was deep and slow. Her form seemed darker... more alone. Was this all in his plan? Or was it all in hers?

The wind shifted outside, more chilly than normal. A death came over leaving the slight stench in the air. A shiver running through her body as it adjusted to the oncoming changes in climate. Drake moved over to where she sat... glaring deep into her eyes. No words needed to shared between the two, no she understood his look enough. Something about him was just too familar. She stood then, stretching her body as she looked into the eyes of death. She didn't seem to enthralled with this mission she started knowing what lie ahead of her. Drake shifting his body to stand taller than he had already to her as he nodded and headed for the door. She just slacked slightly with such enthusism. They both took heed out and on with the journey. Following behind him as her thoughts of everything grew dim. It was a form about her that should have existed so long ago. As she near what could be the end of her immortality, a darkness surrounded her, one that she thought would never forth. Like her father, she would soon faollow in his footsteps and take raine of all what belonged to him.

Drake turned to look upon seeing her form shifting from a warm to very cold individual. He didn't partake in her thoughts... he didn't seem to show any emotion of any kind toward her or himself. Continuing on out into the darkness she would follow.

Soon they came to a hault during their quiet walk. Drake turning to her, under a very low evil chilling voice he spoke...

"When all is over... you still owe me what you promised."

Casandra lifting her head slightly returning a cold stern look, her words slightly the soft kind, but sinisterly low and dark...

"As I agreed... no more, no less."

Turning her look away from him as she stood over the lead on this long journey. Feelings of self-destructiveness took over. The rage filled fury burn deep in her black heart. The air just grew more cold... merely freezing time. Time for her was no more... she had lost so much already. Now it was like she was just an image in the mind... no longer there. Drake took this as her being under his wing. The arua he held was nothing but the death she felt surrounding her. Shivering slightly as her form still adjusting to the enviroment. Casandra didn't allow another passing thought of lost memories enter her mind as felt the unnatural cause and feeling that engolfed her.

The night seemed long and dragged out as nothing seem close or nearby. The forest they walked through was filled with enemies of natures kind. This was just one of many things to be part of her world. Glancing back to Drake... having one last thought of some emotional fear soon to leave and not exist, almost like it was never there. Hearing the howls in the night, other immortals creepy sounds as it echo through the air. The smell of fear was no longer upon her being. Drake and Casandra held a night together... one to go in the books of the future. Two immortals with different views on life. What had ever driven her to the point it did, was now just another lost question in the past. Though it seemd they would pass through another village, seeing people go about their ways... soon came near. This village use to be so alive. Full of entertaining folk of all kinds.

Until an evil, possibly matched to the evil dwelling in Drake, came and devoured the precious, kind, and loving. The horror to be seen, was nothing like she past on before. This is when she knew she had found the center of all where the rageful evil dwells. And so... the journey had begun,

and darkness followed.

Here's a riddle: When is a croquet mallet like a billy club? I'll tell you: Whenever you want it to be. When you scream it sounds like a lullaby There's no reality Just this world of illusion.

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From:◦¤†Đa®k£aðyOfVampiŗe§†¤◦ Sent: 1/16/2006 12:47 AM
    Far
from where Drake and Casandra were... was a realm waiting for them to
enter as two dark souls, as one would meet with death, the other would
meet with true fate.  Within this realm was nothing but pure evil. 
Evil, hatred, rage and furious distructive unwilling immortal without a
conscience.  Was he the evil Drake was or more?  Only time would tell
when Drake and Casandra met with doom.  Time for evil was endless and
boring.  So when someone or thing entered into his realm, he would take
the pleasure of fullfilling his endless, boring time on this earth.  
 
Meanwhile
his over worked devious mind was busy making up new evil sceemes..
Drake and Casandra traveled deeper and further into what seemed to
never have an end.  The darkness was more quiet than normal as they
neared this evil's realm.  As they did, Casandra felt something deep
within, striking like as if to be stabbed down by a long broad sword. 
One she has felt once before, only many centuries ago.  She stopped and
looked to Drake, her emotions seemd everywhere.  Only the darker
emotions were seen.  Drake stop to look down upon her.  An evil grin
play across the lips she did desire to once more kiss.  Looking from
him as he walked right up to her, facing her to him.
 
"You will have to face this."
 
Looking
away still as she pushed from him and started walking on more toward
this realm she had no idea of.  Within the realm while getting the
misery ready, his many minions did their work.  Seemed he was expecting
the company.  As if he knew they were coming his way.  He didn't
neccessarily want the man, but the woman.  
 
"You know exactally where I am heading and have this whole time.  Something you need to share with me, Drake??"
 
She
talked in a demeening tone.  Still walking ahead of him.  He just moved
abit quicker catching up, swiftly grabbing her arm with a intense tight
grip.  Stopping her dead in her tracks.  Blackened hues glaring down
into her own.
 
"Dare
to step over and I will leave you here alone on your travels.  Needing
not to explain to you of anything.  You asked me to help, that I will
do.  But I will not answer something you think I am intentionally
trying to place you in."
 
Ripping her arm from his grip as she snear to him.
 
"Dare to step....?  What will you do, if I do push you?  Maybe I just might to see just how far I get with you."
 
Her tone sounded firm and dominating.  As he responded in a low evil growl.
 
"Play your games and die before your own fate."
 
He
took her by her arm once again as they headed on.  While so the evil
waited for them to come forth into his darkest realm of pure evil.  The
closer they got, the more he felt her soul.  Thought of what happened
so many centuries made his laugh turn into a horrid cackle.  The
minions working harder than ever to prepare for their company.  Did
Drake infact know what she was accusing him of?  Was she that sure she
was right?  These answered may never be answered... or would they?

Here's a riddle: When is a croquet mallet like a billy club? I'll tell you: Whenever you want it to be. When you scream it sounds like a lullaby There's no reality Just this world of illusion.

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From: †Ďąŕķ£oŗðÕƒVąмpΐŗè§† Sent: 1/13/2006 4:38 PM
       In
another part of the world the coming of what casandra felt was more
near than she thought.  I had been traveling around for months in
search for what she was.  What was to come to head, may end or begin
both of us.  I had heard many stories through my time and felt a need
to supress the deep thoughts and questions I needed answered.   As I
was growing up, times were nothing like they are now.  I had to adjust
myself with every new coming peice of technology once it came forth.  I
wasn't much for changing my look though.  I kept it simple.  Though
have been told, my look is something to absolutely desire.  After I
took my place where it was needed, I left there and began a new
journey.  I met a woman along the paths I walked.  She was the most
beautiful of all creatures ever to allow my eyes to see.  I think of
her often even as of now.  She was a warrior at heart and more woman
within her soul, than anyone I knew...  aside my birth mother.  Another
woman I never got to know... a whole other story in itself.
  
 This
woman, her name was Desire.  And desire I had for her when gazing deep
into her soul.  She was the only one to ever see me for more than just
the predatorial monster my father created.  Now there a man, no a
monster to fear.  Something I never did, but others around me died if
not fear him.  I never did enjoy his way of life or way of living. 
Always bringing in sluts and whores.  Most were mortals.  They would
crawl on their knees begging to either be free or be his slave.  I
never looked for that as he did.  He was always fighting to prove he
was most dominate of his species.  He infact was.
 I
was born of that abomination.  As well was my sister I was yet to
meet.  I knew her name, Casandra.  I visioned what she looked like.  If
her beauty was more enhancing than her name.  I found old drawings of
her and my sister Venus.  I knew Venus.  I did not like her and still
don't.  We don't get along at all.  Have evil and evil in the same room
with someone who has a soul and the other does not.  Not a good
combination.  
  
 All these thoughts in my mind as I seeked for what I needed most.
  
 I
found myself not too far off from where Casandra had last been.  I
heard much talk of two strangers who entered into this town leaving
their mark before heading on.  A young boy ran around with a book,
rather big with old papers in it.  Since it after the sun set, I
thought it was strange such a young boy would be out and about with
this book.  I approached him and he screamed in fear.  But he did not
run.  It was as if he had seen my face before once his eyes focused
upon mine.  He stood there shaking.  I told him not to fear me, I
wasn't there to harm him.  Now after all the traveling I had done, the
last thought in mind was to drain a young mortal as himself.  I felt he
had information I needed and planned on getting it.  And I did.  The
boy and myself sat in a small alley way where him and his friends
played throughtout the days and nights.  there was a small fire to keep
them warm.  The boy looked to me and handed me the book he held.  I
nodded to him and opened it.  Found drawings by someone of elder.  Not
even the work of a human, instead of someone great, old and wise.  
  
 "How did you get this, boy?"
  
 My tone was low, very deep.  Intimidating.  The boy looked to me...
  
 "It
was given to me.. I never saw him before that night.  He let me live
and gave to me for the coming traveler.  Said he would come in a form I
have seen before, looking like the woman I saw as well."
  
 The
boy pointed to the picture, the drawing of this woman.  She looked like
me, only a female.  I was shocked and amazed all in the same.  I nodded
and got up, placing the book back in the hands of the boy.
  
 "No.. you must keep this.  You are the traveler.  It has things in it you will need to find your answers."
  
 I
stood placing it in my satchel and thanked the boy giving him a bag of
ancients gold.  You could never find this gold around anywhere.  The
boy ran in excitement as I then headed off to continue my journey.

Here's a riddle: When is a croquet mallet like a billy club? I'll tell you: Whenever you want it to be. When you scream it sounds like a lullaby There's no reality Just this world of illusion.

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From: ††Ďąŕķ£ąðÿÕƒVąмpΐŗè§†† Sent: 1/17/2006 12:16 PM
     Soon
Drake and I found ourselves before where I partly dread.  I began to
see what was coming forth as it was intended to be.  Drake turned to me
and showed no emotion but the glimer of evil within his eyes.  I
shuttered by the thought.  Soon to see the my fate at hand.  Not too
far off was the man traveling our way.  Seemed more of this night was
going to change possible for the worse.  Had Drake filled my mind with
thoughts to deceive me from seeing the truth?  Maybe he did.. but I
would never actually know till fate and destiny came together.  Drake
took a walk deep into the forest that we walked the edge of.  I stood
there sudeenly to feel lost.  Alone.  Why?  I was in frallock.  The
force I felt was closer than I expected... soon to colide.  What was to
come of me?
  
 I
didn't see Drake for sometime as I noticed a passer by ahead of me.  He
did not look like anyone I actually knew.  He held such demeener and
rage all in the same.  I felt his energies.  His power and hatred for
the entire human race.  Maybe more so for the one who damned him in the
eternal fate.  A feeling I very much so had deep within my soul.  He
slowly approached me.  He then spoke in a very low deep voice.
  
 "Who are you?  Why have I come to this path to see the traveler and the one so evil to follow her?"
  
 It was me he spoke as well Drake.  He searched out the world to find what then stood before him.  
  
 "I am the traveler.  The other you speak of has found his way deep into the forest."
  
 He
nodded and took y hand in his own and placed a soft kiss in respect.  I
just watched him to take my hand back quickly.  How do I know this is
not some sick game, Drake was playing.  I just glare with dark hues. 
He spoke once again, stil with a deep low tone.
  
 "I am not who you think I am.  I am in search for the same thing you are."
  
 How
would this man know anything of what I search.  Unbeknowing he had
information given by another during his journey on this path.  He began
to tell me of his travels and who he met and saw.  I felt a calm yet
excited feeling.  Not the kind of excite of happiness brings on.  But
more of evil... how evil had a way of twisting feelings around.  He
told me of his journey and where it ws to lead him.  I really had much
focus upon him, almost forgetting about Drake.  Speaking of him, where
did he leave off too?  Maybe hsi journey with me had ended.  But I just
began this quest for answers.  He said.. oh.. how could I believe
anything a demon says.  
  
 The
man then spoke of his name and where he was from and noticed I seemed
distant.  Though I was listening with every fiber of my being, he felt
the disturbing thoughts in my mind.  How could one invade my thoughts
as so, only family could do this.  Know my every emotion even if to
hide it or thought that passed through my mind.  I found myself in a
fimilar place.  We soon bgan to walk, as much I soon totally began to
forget my purpose for this journey of mine.  Drake had been hiding the
entire time.  Watching us and following from deep within the darkness. 
He knew what was going on, more than he lead on to believe.  I would
sooner or later see this.  Was Drake my destiny and this man my fate? 
I would soon see before the coming destruction.

Here's a riddle: When is a croquet mallet like a billy club? I'll tell you: Whenever you want it to be. When you scream it sounds like a lullaby There's no reality Just this world of illusion.

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     I
never expected to come across what I did.  She was a beauty, radiant
and had showed admiration of herself.  Deep within I felt her anguish. 
Fighting to remain with pride that seemed to merely forget itself.  I
approached her slowly.  At fisrt I didn't know what to say.  I found
myself befuttled.  I soon spoke after she gave a glare with lack of
emotion.
  
 "Who are you?  Why have I come to this path to see the traveler and the one so evil to follow her?"
  
 Her tone was mid of normal, soft yet sounded angry.
  
 "I am the traveler.  The other you speak of has found his way deep into the forest."
  
 I nodded
and took her hand in my own and placed a soft kiss in respect.  She
quickly pulled her hand back and I found she had a look of someone
playing tricks on her.  I spoke once again to try to allow herself to
regain some sound remains within.
  
 "I am not who you think I am.  I am in search for the same thing you are."
  
 She
looked to me as if I wasn't really speaking to her.. her thoughts deep
and somehwere else, but all the same she listened carefully.  It was as
if she was not alone.  Of course she wasn't, but where was the one
traveling with her to be found.
 I
had no idea he had been watching from deep within the forest.  He was
of pure darkness, I could feel some kind of presence... as much he
would allow.  Drake infact knew I would feel this and only let so much
of his being to be found.  Casandra then told me of who she was after I
did.  She seemed abit less tense the deeper our converstion had
gotten.  We found ourselves walking in the mists of our talk.  Time
past very slowly.  
  
 The
night was going near its end soon and I would have to seek a place to
rest.  We traveled like a pair, a couple. We were far from that.  Not
far off Drake had been listening and following.  He seemed to be a dark
fellow of the sorts.  Darker than most.  He had plans instore.. I knew
it.  He left thoughts in mind like deep seeded ones.  Unlike what he
was allowing Casandra to see.  We found an old shack, not lived in any
longer.  We went inside to take a break.  We disccussed out palns and
what brought us to this point.  She soon saw me for me and not the evil
that brought her here.   We soon found we were of brother and sister,
though only half, she was ful blood.  Our talk seemed to die out in
time.  she found herself in deep thought, as much did I.  The entire
time Drake had been right outside listening.  He was watching over
her.  Like a hawk with a determinded thought in mind.
  
 Soon we both remained of silence.  The morning came.
 She
told told me in a mutter, how she could travel in day or night.  I had
not ever... it wasn't that I really couldn't, I just chose to remain as
one with the night.  Then more silence came and we stared off in deep
remaining thoughts... thoughts we shared between each like siblings did
best.  We found a small peice of comfort in knowning we had met along a
journey that we never expected to bring us.
Was this just the beginningof what was to come?  Indeed it was.

Here's a riddle: When is a croquet mallet like a billy club? I'll tell you: Whenever you want it to be. When you scream it sounds like a lullaby There's no reality Just this world of illusion.

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      The
morning was here... we rested.  I fell into a deep dream, but was not
actually sleeping.  I was fully aware of my elements at all times.
I
saw things.  I felt things.  I heard screams and cries.  I was the
cause of it.  I saw him.  He stood forth and grinned.  He looked upon
and said...
  
 "It is time."
  
 Time? 
For what?  I was at a lose for words.  He was my father.  The man I
hated with a passion, every last part of my will and soul, hated him. 
And he come forth to take me.  I slipped in and out.  I fought him.  I
even told him in my mind to just finally do us all a favor and die.  I
had to come to terms with myself and my father.  Then I woke from my
sleep... my rest.. it wasn't sleep.  My brother was already awake by
this time.  Night had already come once again.
  
 "You saw him."
  
 Not a question, but statement.  My brother just knew.  I nodded and sighed deeply.  I laid back, not moving.  
  
 "YOU will once again face him.  It is foretold and will happen. Nothing you can do to stop it."
  
 "Yes... Dracul, my brother... I know this."
 
It
was far from easy for me.  Every time after I left my father, he come
to me in his darkest sinister form, taking from my esence and stealing
my soul, I had to gain back from him just that.  My brother said we had
a long road ahead and should get going.  Drake appeared from the
shadows with an evil devious grin.  I knew then, his intensions.
  
 My
brother did not infact see Drake... but mist.  Drake could aviod others
from seeing him anytime he pleased.  Dracul just got his things
together, never to mind the mist.  He would face him, sooner or later.
 
Between
my brother and Drake, I felt something I had only when my father was
present.  Wasn't sure about the emotion involved.  I was my fathers
first born.  I felt I had to live up to something for so long, but
infact, I never did.  My brother, Drake and I headed off on the path
once again. drake just followed behind, like a shadow.  He hardly even
said a word, but in my mind.  I felt a strong force, more evil than
began.  Maybe it was not the evil, but the actually being.  
  
 We
traveled quietly.  Barely a word spoken.  My brother seemed
determinded.  Unlike me.  Drake touched my choulder as we walked and
spoke in my mind....'What you will come to face, you can not prepare for... it is will just happen.  Accept it for what it is.'. 
I took in his words, within my mind.  Never expected him to even
forewarn me.  And so we traveled, to our next destination.  The one we
would face and hopefully destroy.

Here's a riddle: When is a croquet mallet like a billy club? I'll tell you: Whenever you want it to be. When you scream it sounds like a lullaby There's no reality Just this world of illusion.

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     In another part of the realm:
  
 The
minions that worked day in and out to get all ready for his travels,
finally found commfort in his dark meanless words... he spoke making
them all feel more worthless they began.  He was greatly feared.
  
 "Master, all is ready for you.. "
  
 "Be on your way fool.  Your work is done."
  
 He
spoke, you'd feel the chill and shivers all over your body.  The
minions definitely wished the worst for their master.  He was called by
many  names, but know as my father.  I truely had no love for this
creature.  He killed my mother in cold blood, stole my soul trying to
kill me but failed.  Not once did he attempt to destroy me, but three
times. 
 He
was ready this evening to face me.  To take the rest of what he felt
was his.  But I wasn't going to stand down and allow it to happen.
  
 "Be
on your way minions.. I am not sure if i will return anytime soon. 
Keep all in order while I am gone, let me not find out otherwise you
stepped over the line, or death will come to you all."
  
 and
he left his realm and headed for mine.  His travel was long and
boring.  He ran across lands that far and few explored anymore.  it
seemed less where to be seen due to all the evil running free upon the
mortal grounds.  These mortals feared the worst.  He came to a small
town, seemed lifeless.  He took it upon himself to seek out death.  Was
his past-time to leave his place wherever he went.  Death always
followed behind him.  An old couple happen to be leaving the tavern he
was about to pass and stopped to listen to them mumble back and forth
like an old couple would.  He walked up to them peering down to both. 
Now he was no short man, he stood near 7 ft tall, but shifted down to a
6'5", to be abit less noticable.  Not that he actually cared what
anyone thought of him.  His hair was very long, and black.  His hues
were hollow.  And he never did smile.  He would dress of old style. 
always in all black, except his shirt was white, and not button all the
way up.
 The
old couple looked up to him and quickly scattered away after mumbling
some words to him.  He did not stay long.  Only long enough to gain
information in which he was seeking.  He found enough and headed out
leaving a tip with whom shared the info.
  
 He
headed down the long dark narrow path that headed right for my castle. 
This was definitely not going to be a friendly visit, to say the
least.  
  
  
 Back at where Dracul Jr, Drake and Casandra last left off:
  
 I
just pondered the thoughts of my brothers confidence toward me.  I did
not have a good feeling about this.  My brother knew it.  I sighed very
deeply and slowly.  A strong feeling came over me.  One I hadn't felt
in many many years.  Then words were spoken...
  
 "You will defeat him.  You are stronger than him now, have been, he knows it and is why he comes for you once again, my child."
  
 It felt like I was in a dream.  The voice was most calming.  Soothing.
 My
mother.. I looked around, but there was nothing.  I frowned and felt
such sorrow.  Why were these emotions being thrown at me?  Again the
voice spoke...
  
 "You
have what your father fears.  This will keep you from dieing by his
hand, but him to die by yours.  Accept your fate for what it is."
  
 "Mother? Where are you?  Please show yourself.. you are a spirit, you can.."
  
 My
eyes filled quickly, knowing I could never actually see her ever again
and for that I hated my father more.  No sooner did I feel loss of hope
and she did appear, as the angel she always did look to me, her form
was faint, but there.  She come to me, running her hand along my cheek
as she smiled.
  
 "You will win this battle, once and for all, my daughter.  It is meant to happen this way, he knows it."
  
 "Why me?  Why did he have to do as he did, and take you from me?"
  
 "Anger
my daughter.  He was angry because I did not love him, as he did me.  I
never told you before because I didn't want to make you angry.  I
failed you long ago, but will not now.  I am here to make sure it is
finally done."
  
 I
looked to her, the angel she was.  Her eyes most angelic.  The tears
that filled my eyes, turned to blood and dripped down my cheeks ever so
slowly.  Her touch I felt, even though her form was faint.  
  
 "I give my word... he will pay for all the wrong he has ever done."
  
 I
nodded, lowering my head as I lay and ponder deeply.  My mother did not
disappear, but stayed with me to watch over while my father was not too
far off from here.  But was this all just a dream I was having while
walking with my brother down the same path my father was headed on? 
Feeling I was already back at my castle, I wasn't and when I realised
it, my brother layed his hand upon my shoulder and looked to me
stopping me.
  
 "Sister, it is time."
  
 I looked around for my mother as well Drake, but saw nothing.  I knew my brother was right.  It was time.  

Here's a riddle: When is a croquet mallet like a billy club? I'll tell you: Whenever you want it to be. When you scream it sounds like a lullaby There's no reality Just this world of illusion.